There has been a delay in things. I find it really hard for me to carve out time for myself being a mom of 2 kiddos. I just don't know how other mommies do it! I feel so darn disorganized at times. It is really frustrating for me. 

Today I would like to talk to something that has been on my mind a lot lately : 

Marriage. Can we talk for a minute on how darn HARD it is?! 

I have been married for just under 10 years. It has been a real struggle for the most  part. I want to say I have the perfect marriage. But the truth is, I don't. Nobody does! But, mainstream media tries very hard to portray that a marriage is all rainbows and unicorns. Not so much. 

In the past few years there have been MANY days that I have wanted to 100% give up. Just not fight any more. I am exhausted. Things must change. 

So, in the past few days, I have decided to start The Love Dare Challenge - a Christian Devotional for marriage. I also watched Fireproof, again. 

God is working in my heart. It's still a challenge, but I know that with God, all things are possible. It is not His desire for my marriage to fail. It is God's desire for my marriage to blossom with love. I will follow God. 

That's all for now. 

~ K